“Shouldn’t you be doing something?”
I love vague questions, don’t you? Questions that ask nothing while attempting to ask everything. Perhaps more irritating than the question itself is the fact that I knew exactly what my aunt was trying to ask me but didn’t. As a result, I found it all too easy to be difficult. “I am doing something. Sitting is something.”
“And drinking.
“There, that’s two somethings. I’m multi-tasking.”
“It’s just… I expected you to be doing other things than sitting and drinking. You could do that at home.”
“This is true.”
“I thought you came here for a change of scenery, to take your mind off things.”
I did, so help me I did. I hoped I would be distracted somehow from the everything that’s been going on in my life. I really did. Does anyone think I want to be like this? Waking every day and hating taking breath? Hating seeing a new day rise? It’s all such a mess. And no one can help me with it.
I said none of that. I couldn't. The words choked in my throat as I thought of them. All I could manage was a quiet “Yes.”
“Maybe, maybe if you drank a little less…”
“Really? I’m in Ireland and I’m being told I’m drinking too much. That is possible? Well, now I’ve learned something new. Hey, three things at once. That truly is a skill.”
I finished my beer and made it to my feet. “Tell ya what,” I continued. “I’ll go for a walk. Is that better?”
“It’s something.”
Ha ha. I’ve got whiskey available to me outside so I can continue to multi-task.
Monday, February 17, 2014
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